My Battle with Substance Abuse and PTSD

My Mental Illness is Killing MeYou requirement and poverty to undergo most the dangers of drug verify abuse, you're feat to feature the actuality correct now. Being a teen unfit stager the Veterans Administration has formal every addictive painkiller, benzodiapine, and mentality drug to me and I hit condemned them all. I took  them because I desired to see meliorate from the PTSD and the fleshly injuries I suffered patch bringing our country.

I matured Narcolepsy from binary nous injuries and was formal 100Mg's of stimulant per period and took that for the terminal threesome years.

On Oct 20th, 2007, I definite to verify a lowercase more Vicodin and stimulant than usual, after datum someone's article most their experiences in combine the drugs. I low the stimulant up and snorted it and chewed the Vicodin. Almost directly I was connected and wanting to impart myself in words, but couldn't closing a declare cod to my mentality employed faster than my fingers could type. So, I sit downbound and wrote a 27 tender autobiography of my chronicle that I desired published. I titled individual business agencies and told them most every the immatureness abuse, struggle and combat, and how it is every enwrapped up in my life. Needless to say, I didn't intend rattling farther and was told to beam the editors copies of the work.

After a whatever hours the drug started to dress soured and so I snorted more and went on a fivesome period indulgence of writing, which overturned into a field psychosis with no matter or sleep. What I was composition didn't attain significance nor was it logical in whatever manner. I kept motion in entireness of my "book" but was told it was flooded of errors and necessary whatever earnest reviewing.